Dear Man,
As you got up this morning, I hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking how I am or just telling something good that happened in your life the other day. But I understand you were too busy trying to find the right clothing to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to remember about me and the promised you made a few days ago about calling me but you were too busy to process that in your mind.
Then you sprang to your feet, and I thought you would call me but you called a friend or a client or a worker of yours to get the information about the company. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I was aware that before lunch you would have some time to say something as simple as “I love you” but still you were too busy that you continue working right after your late lunch. That’s okay. There’s still more time left and I don’t give up hope. You went home and seems you were too tired to do anything including replying my mails. You even have stopped responding anything I had said in the mail for the last few months but I understand the situation. I still tried to have a joyful conversation as healthy couples always do, but you are too busy to still respond me so I didn’t disturb you as I am afraid that you would just think that I am bothering your time and I remained silent.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired to even pick your phone and remember the promise that you would call me. That’s okay. Maybe you just haven’t realized that I am always there for you even when you haven’t let me to be there by your side.
I love you so much that I wait everyday expecting your understanding on how I feel but you don’t seem to try to understand. All I hope is that I have the patience long enough to make you understand.
I can’t and I don’t want to let you go. I love you so much that I expect what you do and how you behave would be a lot better than what you said because what you do and how you behave mean a lot more to me than your convincing worlds. It is hard indeed to have one-sided conversation. I would wait until you understand OR until you let me go for good by keep doing this behavior of yours.
Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, wait with nothing but Love for you, the only man I ever loved sincerely. Hoping that one day you will give me some quality time to bring the smiles in my face and the joy in my heart and the rush of energy in my every vein that only YOU could give.
Always have a blissful day, Dear!
With Love and Hope of Understanding,
A woman
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